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Experience are major opinion changers

Wow.

Its breath taking how quickly life changes. How a new thing begins while another comes to a screeching halt. Guess in the midst of it all I haven't really updated. I miss Renee. I miss Lana. I haven't talked to Heather since this morning and I'm utterly bored. Its weird being on the internet when I haven't for so long...I've checked all my messages and now I'm waiting like a sitting duck (I miss tom!) waiting for everyone to reply. I've been talking to Leslie and she gave me her cell number..she has changed so much..I've gotta bring her up here for a weekend sometime so we can party. Her spirit is so carefree now..its neat. I talked to Renee today through myspace...she sounded happy to see me..and she listed me as her best friend on her little myspace quizzy thingy so I was a happy Trin. *hums the imperial march* I have a whole new meaning to that song. :] but its a secret. Daniel would have been proud on how much of a myspace whore I looked like today...its not the site I like..I was just excited about reaching my friends again. Clay even replied to my message because I told him I was moving and my life was changing so I might not be able to talk much...and he replied asking if the changes were good or bad. It caught me off guard that he would even be interested but it sounded like he generally cared. I miss having a wider circle of friends. I miss going out with them. I guess since I'm in modesto now it might happen a little less but hey..I'm down in Los Banos every week anyway.

Which reminds me.

I finally talked to Steve.

yes. steve.
I'm glad I had heather to talk to afterwards...

Its nice to have someone who has the background of shit for a childhood. Someone like me. Not that I wish a bad childhood on her..but it helps to have someone relate. Her mom and my mom are so...alike..but mine is worse. Ironically, I still have major pride for my family..I'd never swear them the greatest or even try to justify them..but I am the only one who can talk shit about them. Heather is the same way. Honestly, my friends, I'm in disbelief at how differently these past two years are turning out. Perhaps..everything really does happen for a reason.

I'm trying to update this as much as possible without really saying anything, lol.

Job Hunting. :D always an interesting subject *coughLIEScough* I wanna work for either Barnes and Nobles or In Shape..but the girl at In Shape wanted to put me in the Day Care area. Ha. Its like she wants me to go to jail for murder. jkjk. Actually a couple of people have told me I'm good with kids. (They saw me and my nephew together) and as strange as this sounds...I know exactly what I'd name my kids should I ever *god forbid* have any. All this job hunting has made me seriously examine what I want to do with my life. I wanna get into fitness training but not take it as far as my sister...I don't want a masters in physical education or really to be a provider. I wish to write and I want to take courses on psychology. I want my own company. I want a house so I can have a dog and some cats. By the time I'm 25 I will have my own house.

OH OH. I'm changing my last name..I just don't know to what yet. haha. and yes..I am serious. :O

*hugs*
<3 Darth Vei

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ebonic_chaos
Apr. 17th, 2006 07:38 am (UTC)
MASTA! So glad you updated as well!

"Clay even replied to my message because I told him I was moving and my life was changing so I might not be able to talk much...and he replied asking if the changes were good or bad. It caught me off guard that he would even be interested but it sounded like he generally cared." Clay's been an ass to me. XP But anyway.

Weird thing, Adam's been calling me now and he's been asking if I want to hang out with him. Of course, I believe it's awkward because Adam has been through somethings that my mother know about apparently. -.-;

Ooh ooh! You coming for May Day week? o.o You must! You must!
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